January 11, 2002—Ground
Zero Plus 122
BRUTUS—THE TENACIOUS FLAG
Betsy Ross and Chesty Puller would be proud of Brutus--The Tenacious
Flag-- struggling for his right to fly with pride and dignity.
I met Brutus on 15th Street between 7th and
8th Avenue in New York City yesterday. My first
thoughts were how proud Betsy Ross, the maker of the first flag,
and Chesty Puller, the “bulldog” Marine Corps General upon whom
legends of heroism and courage are heaped, would have been watching
Brutus claim his right to fly against cruel and indifferent odds
designed to thwart his freedom of expression.
Flags have personalities. After spending hundreds of hours
studying, examining and photographing thousands of photos of flags
flying in New York City—symbols of the aftermath of September 11th—I
have found each one is as individualistic as a fingerprint.
Each has his or her story, genetic composition, élan vital to those
who study it, those who fly it, and even to those who don’t bother
to even notice it.
Sometimes a flag stops me in my tracks. I am a flag hunter.
I stalk the streets of New York City with my digital camera holstered
on my belt. I can slide my fingers down to the zipper on the
waterproof bag that houses it, slip it into my palm, flick off the
lens cover with my index finger as I’m extracting it, and in a smooth
motion based on great practice and eagerness to capture a stitch
in time, slide my thumb on the power button so that as I pull the
camera to my face and frame the shot, I’m ready to shoot, ready
to emboss the history of the moment digitally into my camera’s memory.
I learned that unctuous movement in Vietnam. My hand was always
at the ready of my .45, poised for that moment when the enemy might
fire upon us and trigger my reflexes to draw and shoot and lay down
heavy firepower against those trying to eliminate me.
Brutus leaped into my sights with same excitement as an enemy trying
to ambush me thirty years ago. However, time changes a man’s
purpose in life. Unlike the days when I was a “trained killer,”
I now seek to capture Liberty, Purpose, human majesty, and the Power
of Freedom in my camera sights. I prefer these days
to extol the virtues of Liberty with words and pictures rather than
by measuring America’s might by body count.
That’s why I’m a “flag hunter.” I believe if any American
stands under a flapping flag and watches it beauty singing in the
wind, the history of this nation’s pursuit for Liberty will rain
upon them with much more force than any history course, or movie,
or political speech. The power of America lies in studying
the symbols of our Freedoms. It radiates into ones marrow,
as does the beauty of a rose carefully examined, or the study of
a humming bird feeding, or a mountain lion leaping thirty-five feet
across a ravine to return to its litter and protect them from the
potential harms lurking outside the entrance to its den.
to me the tenacity of our nation to struggle through its great challenges,
and, even though torn and battered by its critics, to fly with dignity
and resolve in the final analysis—a symbol to the world that America
is willing to go to any lengths to preserve and protect its legacy
Brutus represented to me the decay of patriotism, and the settling
in of complacency as the war on Terrorism drags on, pouring billions
of dollars into bombs and bullets targeting an ancient, unproductive
land of deserts and mountains, and people who scrabble to stay alive
while we worry about our credit card limits, and whether there are
enough X-Box’s to fill the demands of our children, or whether we
should have Chinese, pizza or just good old steak for dinner.
Brutus smacked me in the face with countless feelings, emotions,
and desires to see him overcome his difficulties—to win the battle
between his “constraints” and his “freedoms.”
I stood under Brutus for nearly an hour, shooting him from various
angles, rooting him on when it seemed he would be snarled perpetually
in the sharp punji-staked tips of the naked tree branches fighting
to capture him, to make him a prisoner in their spindly clutches.
see he was worn by battle. His color was fading.
The threads of his weave were being exhausted as the wind billowed
his guts, straining to release the prow of the flag from the branches
that manacled him from flying straight and free. And,
when he did momentarily break free by fierce gusts of wind, he flaunted
his freedom so doggedly that his leading edge would become ensnarled
again in the nest of branch tips waiting like booby traps for his
red, white and blue to walk into.
broke lose, time after time, I wanted to cheer. It was like
watching a great football game where your favored team got one more
point, only to be pushed back by the opposing team, and then fighting
back again to equal the score. It was constant
touch and go—“would Brutus fly or, would Brutus be trapped in the
clutches of those who wanted him to go away?”
As you look
at the pictures of Brutus, think about finding a flapping flag and
standing under it and watching it. See if you can feel
the power and might of America’s history glowing from the energy
the flag creates as the wind whips and furls it. Think
about those who died on September 11 as being part of the weave
of the flag you are watching. Imagine they are embodied
in the energy that comprises the red, white and blue.
If you find you
feel something unique, perhaps stirring, think about bringing your
child, or grandchildren, or a loved one to share the experience.
Tell them what you see and feel about the flag, and what it represents
to you. See if you believe that it stands for
Semper Vigilantes—Always Vigilant—and that the ferocity of its ability
to withstand the pressures forced upon it, ultimately evolves into
the preservation of Liberty, and the Freedom that we often take
for granted, but can never afford to.
While viewing the
flag, see if you can see Courage in the white of the stripes, Conviction
in the red representing those who died to preserve its value, and
Action in the blue signaling our quest for prosperity not only for
ourselves, but for the world. As you look deep into
the flag to find its courage, conviction and action, think about
Terrorism's flag, and how it is engined by the winds of Fear, Intimidation
Even if you're
not a flag lover, I think you'll feel something extraordinary when
you compare our flag to that of Terrorism's. And, if you bring
a child along and watch it together, you might also feel an added
measure of pride and vigilance.
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